The Cool Fat Chick

So I went to counseling on Friday and my therapist believes that I have become "lost" in my "cool fat girl" persona and because of that I cannot lose the rest of my weight. Because if I were thin, who would I be? So I started thinking about it and perhaps she is right. I have always been the funny fat girl who has no problem making fun of myself, what would I be funny about if I lost all my weight? On Wednesday she is going to do some hypnosis therapy with me to help me release the weight, I am curious to see if it works or not.

She also pointed out to me that I don't have very many nice things to say about myself. At first I thought she was crazy for saying that but now that she has brought it to my attention she is right. I am really good at pointing out all my flaws and I say them to myself every day. That's not good, so I am going to work on that as well.

26 Goals Before I am 27

1. Spend more time with my nephew
2. Blog more
3. Enjoy just sitting @ home
4. Buy a classic "little black dress"
5. Really work on my marriage -working on this currently
6. Realize what I want to do for a career
7. Stop drinking so much
8. Get Healthy
9. Go the gym more
10. Eat the right foods
11. Grow my hair out
12. Stay young
13. Pay off at least 20% of my debt
14. Buy an expensive pair of heels
15. Volunteer somewhere
16. Meet some new people
17. Go to marriage counseling -done
18. To stop obsessing on my every fault
19. Scrapbook all my pics I have laying around
20. Reconnect with old friends
21. Get rid of all enemies
22. Work on being a great person
23. Try to wear makeup more often
24. Take Rayus to the park and have a picnic
25. Spend the day in bed with my husband not having sex
26. Appreciate Life